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Somewhere over the rainbow

Blue birds fly

Birds fly over the rainbow

Why then, oh why can't I.

Have been lying around aimlessly at home these past few weeks.

HAving no goal whatsoever really sucks.

Well..at this period of time that is.

It was so bad during the poly years.

haha

makes it sound as if its been so long

proximately a month or so I think.

And I really really miss going there.

I miss getting up early for something.

I miss having to plan what time I should get up so that I won't make fathima wait for me at the bridge. ( although in the end she's always waiting)

I miss planning what to wear every morning.

I miss going to school and showing off my clothes. (cheap thrill)

Not that I had many nice clothes

Not that I had a nice shape either.

But sometimes being delusional is fun.

^^

Strangely enough, I don't miss him that often anymore.

Not that often doesn't mean not at all though.

He is the least of my worries.

Now that I'm out of school..

I know I'm not going back to school until I finish my bond.

I know I must find work.

I don't know what job I want.

I don't know what I want to do for the rest of my life.

I know I want to play the piano.

I want to learn.

Learn more stuff..

Because the moment I realized I needed to start work.

I realized how ill-equipped I am for work.

I know I want to slim down.

Because "the whole damn world is just as obsessed" with good looks.

And because I won't land me a job with the way I look now.

I know I want to go back to the cake shop

To just do whatever I'm good at.

But I know the cake shop is too good for me now.

I'm such a chee cheong fun.

I'm on the pursuit of happiness and I know everything that shine ain't always gonna be gold.
I'll be fine once I get it, I'll be good. :D ~
your awesome profileeeee here. <3

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